Aksara, hi.
Okay, aku mau agak clingy dulu. Semoga ga aneh & cringe. It’s literally your birthday, so let me have this.
I reallyyyy like being your girl. I like seeing your name on my phone. I like that when something random happens, my first thought is “I need to tell Aksara.” Even if it’s something so nggak penting.
And those photos? Don’t even get me started. Kamu send pap ngabarin baru pulang kerja aja aku bisa salting. Then there’s you in that black jacket. Like, hello? How am I supposed to focus?
I know I keep calling you cute, but I mean it every time. Sometimes I look at you and just think, ih, itu pacarku. I’m allowed to be a little annoying about it.
But I don’t just want the cute pictures. I wanna hear how your day went. What you ate. What annoyed you. The boring stuff too. Cerita aja, aku mau denger.
Anywayyy. This is me saying I love you without trying to sound cool about it. I miss you even while I’m making this, which is very on brand for me.
Happy birthday, Aksara.
Hiduplah dengan baik dan tenang, hiduplah sebahagia-bahagianya dan hargailah setiap detik kebahagiaan dan orang yang selalu mengusahakan kebahagiaanmu.
Di tengah kehidupan yang rasanya semakin berat, semoga aku selalu ada banyak cara untuk bisa terus merayakan kamu dan menikmati hal-hal kecil yang membuat kita terus bahagia.
21 tahun lalu mungkin banyak kalahnya tapi aku yakin kamu bisa menjadi pemenang di hidup kamu 🏆
Love you soooooo many! Please let me keep being your girl.
Naila, pacar kamu